Beautifully written, and I completely understand. It’s been 6 years since my father passed, and for most of that time I didn’t say much about it aside from the eulogy. When you have an event in your life this big there are a lot of feelings to unpack, and they can come in waves. I remember hearing, or maybe reading, a sentiment that’s appropriate to reflect on here. It was argued that when telling a story, you shouldn’t include things you aren’t 100% ready to talk about, and for a long time that was my father.
Thank you for confiding in me, Jv Myka.